When I had my episodes I did not know what was real. I saw many people when I was walking around a mall and I thought they were my friends with different faces. I thought that I always talk to the same people, but that their appearance just changes.
While you’re waiting for the Mr New to come along why not take this as an opportunity to improve yourself. Take the time and effort to do something you’ve only ever dreamed about and get on with it. It could be new skills, somewhere you’ve wanted to visit, that elusive dream, just go for it. If you want to improve yourself or your life in some way now is the time. Try and find some way to use this time and all that negative energy and turn it into something positive.
When you see your ex it reminds you of all the good times you have had together and those feelings come back to the surface. Once that happens those feelings then affect how you think and you will start to miss them and feel like you want a future with them and you will then think about everything the two of you are going to miss out on and how it’s not fair.
A midlife crisis seemed like a logical answer at first until he began to become forgetful. I assumed he was too busy at work and simply overburdened with other things. We agreed I would take care of the monthly bills and so forth. Things were fine for a short while until he began to forget that I was in charge of the money.
15. Well, in case you are now worried about some your relative or friend that they won?t be cured of the depression and crazy, don’t be, because there have been several cases where such patients have been cured and now they are leading very happy and successful life.
Do one thing at a time. Much has been made of the ability to multi-task, and most of us do it. However, you’ll be much more satisfied if you start one task and focus on that one task until it’s completed. You can give everything in your life the attention it deserves.
They will tell you over and over that you are their savior and you wonder why this incredible person hasn’t already found the love of his/her life. And you are thanking your lucky stars for the relationship. There is an irony though, they actually have little or no self worth. They build and improve their self worth on their relationship with you. And even a stranger irony is that you too might easily build and improve your self worth based on having this relationship.